Those of you, who haven’t noticed yet, might be wondering what happened to my account. Well, read my brief explanation below.

For the past few months I was torturing myself with the abnormal self-criticism and put myself into such a bad psychological condition that I simply started to hate every single work I’ve ever done. All the favorites and comments on Deviant Art no longer excited me. I felt numb… I reached the point where I realized that even though I have hundreds of ideas coming to my mind every night, I seriously lack the skills to realize them. The fact that I am now an art student caused even more frustration because I was under my own pressure to improve and do better than before. I felt so down that after one incident (…and I’m not going to reveal what) I got so pissed off that I deleted my entire Deviant Art gallery… and that was it. Now I am slowly recovering and feel that I’m gaining my small bits of self-confidence back. I realize how essential Deviant Art actually is for me as an emerging artist. Where would I find a better place to be noticed?!! I still can’t accept one simple fact. Because I’ve chosen the path of an artist, I have to sacrifice my idealistic attitude towards the art and remember for the rest of my life that art will be not only my passion but a job too. I decided to move to the new account and start everything over again whether I want that or not. I can’t give up so easily. It depends on my future career! Okay, enough of that whining. I wish you all the best in 2008! Hope you won’t experience this kind of crises.

MY NEW ACCOUNT

P.S. I won't be using my old accout anymore.